Author Archives: natileejo

anxiety

The definition of anxiety: “a feeling of worry, nervousness, unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.” My definition of anxiety is something that holds me back from the day to day life. Something that takes so much of my energy. Something that lives in my soul even though I’ve triedContinue reading “anxiety”

scattered

“hey how are you?!” i don’t really know  i do the same thing everyday school work homework  school work homework  school work homework  i’m content i’m not happy i’m not sad  i don’t know. “i’m good! how are you?!” my passion is no longer screaming at me maybe that means i’m not okay maybe itContinue reading “scattered”

butterfly

you’re flying, but where are you going? paris, australia, greenland? maybe you’re just going down south for the winter. but, if I were you, i’d take those little wings and go everywhere i could possibly go. every continent, country, state, city. every little girls finger that would look at you like you’re the most beautifulContinue reading “butterfly”

eighteen

the angst of growing older with the uncertainty of tomorrow the distress from the yesterday and the vibrant room I feel locked in because the home on the doors reverse is dull and unfaithful towards the life inside. and the sunflowers that sit just outside the window bring nostalgia … reminiscing on the past youthContinue reading “eighteen”

july 2020

A couple days late, but honestly that’s how journaling felt this month for me. I had lots of ideas and little motivation to go through with them. Nevertheless I still love the outcome of my journal this month july july 1– I was featured in my cute friends first magazine. (go check it out! loveumoremagazine.wixsite.comContinue reading “july 2020”

falling in love with living

Falling in love with life was honestly how I became a happier version of me. It’s also when I started caring more about my influence on others. There’s a couple different things I tried so I could get to the point of loving life… and I’m going to share them with you. understand what makesContinue reading “falling in love with living”

june 2020

Here’s to being half way through 2020! haha This journal entry update shows the strong emotions I felt thoughout this whole month. So much happiness, so much sadness, so much anger, so much lonliness. This all adds up to be the big feelings I felt throughout this month. june Lake Powell– Had a little vacationContinue reading “june 2020”

impacts

One of my friends recently suggested that I write about how my friends have impacted my life. I thought this was a really cool idea, but I wanted to take it one step further. I want to be open about how many different things have impacted and influenced my life, mainly focusing on friends, family,Continue reading “impacts”