time

As of recently, and currently as well, I have been plagued by the topic of time. Specifically, how I feel like I have so little of it. The longer you live on this Earth, the shorter the days will feel because you have already lived so many of them in comparison. When you are young,Continue reading “time”

self-destructing

I have wondered lately where the line between dreams and reality is. If the line is blurred, or even possibly disintegrated altogether, then does that make life a dream? Or does that make a sad and dreamless life? If one achieves all of the hopes and dreams, do more come? Is life content? Is itContinue reading “self-destructing”

dancing queen

The other day I randomly heard the song Dancing Queen and, as I was singing along in my head to the song, I realized that I did not dance enough to this song when I was 17. I know I definitely danced to it on my 17th birthday, and I probably listened to it rightContinue reading “dancing queen”

another introduction

In my last post, I talked about meeting a lot of new people and reintroducing myself over and over again as an aspiring- slightly accomplished- writer. When I first started this blog I wrote an introduction post. It contained less of what I had to say about myself and more about what others had toContinue reading “another introduction”

what do you want to do?

Last week I wrote a post talking about feeling like a writer and wanting to start posting every week. This week’s post is going to piggyback off that one in a lot of ways. I want to start feeling more like a writer, but why is that important to me? Being a writer and aContinue reading “what do you want to do?”

feeling like a writer

I dearly miss the days when this blog was a place for me to blog my thoughts in a consistent and enriching way, and/or a way for me to show off physical journaling as well. Instead, it feels like a distant relative that you see once in a while and realize that the dread ofContinue reading “feeling like a writer”

i wrote a book and graduated college in 2023

Back in high school, I remember arguing with my sister-in-law about whether or not I was going to attend college. I told her over and over again that college was not for me. I felt too ambitious, I wanted to travel the world and see things I wouldn’t in my hometown. I wanted to runContinue reading “i wrote a book and graduated college in 2023”

the new year

The satisfying numbers that this year held didn’t really live up to the expectations that I had for it. That statement is not to say that I had a bad, disappointing, or underwhelming year. But, the last thing I would consider calling this year was satisfying. I felt rushed a lot of the time, IContinue reading “the new year”

last day of summer

Last day of summer, once again. It’s a weird feeling every year. I can’t even be that sad that it’s ending, I haven’t done much. A couple little trips, that’s something. It was kind of fun while it lasted. I was going to watch the sunrise today but I woke up too late. I usedContinue reading “last day of summer”