frankenstein again

I am currently sitting in a cafe reading Frankenstein for the third time. At the age of 19, I think reading Frankenstein three times might be a little much. Especially when it’s not necessarily enjoyed by that 19-year-old. That being said, a lot is being learned still. The things being learned are not just fromContinue reading “frankenstein again”

2/22/2022

(a day late oops) … maybe repetition isn’t so bad i’ll manifest today repeating 2’s is a message of hope  balance trust i’ll make wishes at 11:11 who knows if it’ll come true repeating 1’s means new beginnings self assurance unity so i’ll manifest to that and to the repeating 2’s and 3’s and 4’sContinue reading “2/22/2022”

dad

he works hard and loses everything he works harder and loses more he still smiles really big ear to ear slightly crooked he’s a little insecure but it’s beautiful and everyone he knows knows it a smile filled with care and love and years of pain and growth and happiness of course “is your dadContinue reading “dad”

anxiety

The definition of anxiety: “a feeling of worry, nervousness, unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.” My definition of anxiety is something that holds me back from the day to day life. Something that takes so much of my energy. Something that lives in my soul even though I’ve triedContinue reading “anxiety”

scattered

“hey how are you?!” i don’t really know  i do the same thing everyday school work homework  school work homework  school work homework  i’m content i’m not happy i’m not sad  i don’t know. “i’m good! how are you?!” my passion is no longer screaming at me maybe that means i’m not okay maybe itContinue reading “scattered”

butterfly

you’re flying, but where are you going? paris, australia, greenland? maybe you’re just going down south for the winter. but, if I were you, i’d take those little wings and go everywhere i could possibly go. every continent, country, state, city. every little girls finger that would look at you like you’re the most beautifulContinue reading “butterfly”

eighteen

the angst of growing older with the uncertainty of tomorrow the distress from the yesterday and the vibrant room I feel locked in because the home on the doors reverse is dull and unfaithful towards the life inside. and the sunflowers that sit just outside the window bring nostalgia … reminiscing on the past youthContinue reading “eighteen”

falling in love with living

Falling in love with life was honestly how I became a happier version of me. It’s also when I started caring more about my influence on others. There’s a couple different things I tried so I could get to the point of loving life… and I’m going to share them with you. understand what makesContinue reading “falling in love with living”

impacts

One of my friends recently suggested that I write about how my friends have impacted my life. I thought this was a really cool idea, but I wanted to take it one step further. I want to be open about how many different things have impacted and influenced my life, mainly focusing on friends, family,Continue reading “impacts”

i hate looking in the mirror

Okay here’s the thing: I just hate looking in the mirror, and here’s why. I have been really bored lately, and I am sure a lot of you are feeling this way cause like #quarantinelife. But sometimes when I get really bored I will just sit in front of the mirror. It almost sounds narcissistic,Continue reading “i hate looking in the mirror”