writing – Page 3

anxiety

The definition of anxiety: “a feeling of worry, nervousness, unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.” My definition of anxiety is something that holds me back from the day to day life. Something that takes so much of my energy. Something that lives in my soul even though I’ve triedContinue reading “anxiety”

stuck

a cat locked in a house sleeping all day in the sunny part of the home because the bright warmth makes it feel something when it cannot feel anything except for confusion of life’s purpose when the owner no longer longs to pet it since it has grown too old to be loved and excitedContinue reading “stuck”

butterfly

you’re flying, but where are you going? paris, australia, greenland? maybe you’re just going down south for the winter. but, if I were you, i’d take those little wings and go everywhere i could possibly go. every continent, country, state, city. every little girls finger that would look at you like you’re the most beautifulContinue reading “butterfly”

june 2020

Here’s to being half way through 2020! haha This journal entry update shows the strong emotions I felt thoughout this whole month. So much happiness, so much sadness, so much anger, so much lonliness. This all adds up to be the big feelings I felt throughout this month. june Lake Powell– Had a little vacationContinue reading “june 2020”

april 2020

The other day I was talking to some close friends, one mentioned something I had told them and one of the others said “Natilee! Do you just tell everyone about your life? I thought I was special!” We all laughed and in this moment I realized…. I am the CEO of oversharing. (lol) This postContinue reading “april 2020”

high school

I’ve thought of writing this for so long. It’s been my dream to write for basically ever and I knew I wanted to start here… Summing up high school. But I was so scared to start… How does one sum up (what seems like) the happiest and saddest 3 years of their life. It alsoContinue reading “high school”

introduction

I’ve always loved writing. When I was little I would write little short stories and “movies scenes” that my mom would pretend to love. I wrote more and more short stories in junior high, and then began journaling in high school. I absolutely fell in love with it and realized that was what I wantedContinue reading “introduction”