I stumble into a sushi restaurant in the nearest big city to my hometown. About 30 minutes away. I’m alone and I have a panic attack parallel parking on the skinny street. Although I am fairly decent at parallel parking; I would say it’s the party trick that I rarely get to prove. Just merelyContinue reading “sushi restaurant”
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frankenstein again
I am currently sitting in a cafe reading Frankenstein for the third time. At the age of 19, I think reading Frankenstein three times might be a little much. Especially when it’s not necessarily enjoyed by that 19-year-old. That being said, a lot is being learned still. The things being learned are not just fromContinue reading “frankenstein again”
2/22/2022
(a day late oops) … maybe repetition isn’t so bad i’ll manifest today repeating 2’s is a message of hope balance trust i’ll make wishes at 11:11 who knows if it’ll come true repeating 1’s means new beginnings self assurance unity so i’ll manifest to that and to the repeating 2’s and 3’s and 4’sContinue reading “2/22/2022”
dad
he works hard and loses everything he works harder and loses more he still smiles really big ear to ear slightly crooked he’s a little insecure but it’s beautiful and everyone he knows knows it a smile filled with care and love and years of pain and growth and happiness of course “is your dadContinue reading “dad”
repetition
Maybe this is just becoming a place where I can write out my difficulties in life until they seem like lessons; until I can make the negatives turn into positives. I think that’s the reason I love writing so much. It’s the only thing that can repeat and repeat and repeat and I never getContinue reading “repetition”
the moral of the story
Sometimes I just need a break. I need to sit back and be able to view the world in a beautiful way, the way it’s supposed to be lived and observed, rather than as a stressful and a never ending routine. A couple weeks ago I took that break a couple states away in sunnyContinue reading “the moral of the story”
a year ago
On June 11 I received an email from FutureMe. A website that allows you to send an email to your future self. I vividly remember driving to my boyfriends house when the notification popped up on my phone. The memory of writing this had completely disappeared from my mind until I saw the title ofContinue reading “a year ago”
attachment
Recently I’ve come to a strong realization of the way I tend to get very attached to things, people, ideas, quite possibly anything. I’ve formed this idea that obsession follows any strong attachment someone feels towards something; this idea is really rooted in the amount of trust you put into that something. An item IContinue reading “attachment”
anxiety
The definition of anxiety: “a feeling of worry, nervousness, unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.” My definition of anxiety is something that holds me back from the day to day life. Something that takes so much of my energy. Something that lives in my soul even though I’ve triedContinue reading “anxiety”
scattered
“hey how are you?!” i don’t really know i do the same thing everyday school work homework school work homework school work homework i’m content i’m not happy i’m not sad i don’t know. “i’m good! how are you?!” my passion is no longer screaming at me maybe that means i’m not okay maybe itContinue reading “scattered”
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